Aaj,aaj akele baithe khaana kha raha tha shanti se chup chap se,peiche se Pados ke ghar bacha roo ro raha tha uski awaaz aa rahi thi,phone saamne pada tha, balcony se ek do bikes gaadiyan guzar rahi thi uski awaazein aa rahi thi.
Laptop pe YouTube ka bas front page khula hua tha saamne rakha hua tha bas dekh nahi raha tha.
Upar pankha 3 pe chal raha tha,
Sab kuch ache se yaad hai mujhe.
Jab achanak se mujhe ek ajib si realisation Hui aur Mera sab kuch badal gaya...ki main kitna Akela hogya hoon,mere liye wo ek moment ek dum se ruk gaya.
Ab mere pass sirf chubhne wala sanataa tha!
Mujhe achanak se realise hua ki mere phone pe koi notifications nahi hai,kisi ke miscalls nahi hai.
Mujhe yaad hai wo time kaise doston k sath baith kar Hansi mazaak gaali dete hue khaana khaate the,kaise usse baat karne ke liye saamne laptop rakhta tha aur unhe phone karke kehta tha chalo sab sath me movie dekhe aaj tum apne laptop pe aur m apni,
You knw jb dusre sehar mein koi dost rehta hai toh usse group call krke bolte the sunn humlog tere plan pe aa rahe hai daaru tayaar rakhna.
Aaj,aaj sab kuch khatm hogya mujhe achanak se realise hua ki ab mere pass kuch bhi nahi hai,Ab mujhe sirf sanaata sunai de raha, akelapan dikhai de raha hai, Achanak se mujhe aise lagne laga hai ki ye kaise hua ye akelapan toh meri choice thi na,
I'm a private person and u knw social life m pasand nahi karta,ye...ye.....these are my choice of words
Aur ab achanak se mujhe ye saari baatein chubhne lagi hai!
Doston ke sath trips plan karta tha,abhi kahin niklne ka bhi mann nahi karta.
Kisi...kisi ko nahi padi hai wo time jab hum kisi dost ke ghar pe biryaani khaane jaate the,kisi dost ke dominating bf ka majak udaate the,sab kuch ekdum se kho gaya hai,dil bhara hua hai magar kisi ko bata nahi sakta.....kisi ko nahi samjha sakta ki kya hua hai mujhe.... mujhe khud nahi pata bas ye ek moment aaya, khaana khaate-khaate wo sanaata mujhe chubha aur mujhe realise hua ki yesab meri reality hai,Ab ye sab sach hai,ye jo ho raha hai,ye ho raha hai.
Ab main uth kar balcony ke baahar gaya aur mujhe kuch bhi nahi dikh raha tha,sirf andhera hai..... baith gaya mirror ke saamne Aur apni sakal mein changeup dekhne laga,ye sakal ek time pe sach mein Hasna jaanti thi Aur ab to fix smile bhi nahi aati y'all!
Kiske baare mein kis se back bitching karu,kiske gossip kiske sath karu,kiski ghar mein kya chal raha hai kaise pata karu,kiske bhaiya engaged kar rahe hai,kiski bhabhi Bibi expect kar rahi hai....
Mujhe..mujhe kuch bhi nahi pata hai, ek akelapan chubh raha hai....magar pata nahi ye kaise hua magar ho gaya aur,aur ab ye reality hai meri....
Pata nahi tha logo ki importance aise pata chalti hai...
Lgta tha sirf relationship mein dil tut-tate
Hain.. lagta tha ki humlog to zindagi bhar sath hi rahenge saale.... hahaha saala Galt lagta tha,bahut galat lgta tha....
Sab kuch kho diya aaj.
Dost bhi,Dosti bhi.
Kuch nahi kehna aaj.
If you've ever lost a friend or do you miss someone you once used to hangout with.
Bas himmat karo sur usko share ya tag karke bata dena ki haan tumhaari kami khalti hai!
#frindshipgoal#terayaarhoonmein
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