Overthinking

 I come from two worlds.

One where I am totally me and one where I don't even

know me.

Those are the worlds I bring to you tonight.

I come from a world where we are scared of death yet

funnily enough most of us die in some ways everyday..

I come from a world where everyone is the happiest

person on social media but when you talk to someone

for two days you realise everyone has a broken side

they didn't want you to know.

I come from a world where I have created a bubble

that seems to be totally unaffected from whatever 

you, my friend, my love would do to hurt me..

But also I would be heart broken in ways that'll change

me forever.

I come from a world where everyone is looking for the

90s love and romance on dating apps but would still

look for someone as their FWB.

I come from the world of emotions and expressing

them to my closed ones when I personally know I'm not 

100% honest.

I come from a world where those people would

pretend they care about my problems yet take

advantage of it and backstab me right away to make.

advantage of it and backstab me right away to make

their way.

I come from two worlds.

One where I still wonder how I am all alone and why

did i betray that person at every step and what could

have I ever done to have it the other way..yet I would

speak abusive of those people and run an alternative

story where I was always the victim and the hero at the

same time.

These worlds I am from...They exist for you and for me.

The only difference is, no matter whichever world you

currently are in, you'll still Jude the other one.

I come from a world where some of you would relate have I ever done to have it the other way..yet I would

speak abusive of those people and run an alternative

story where I was always the victim and the hero at the

same time.

The only difference is, no matter whichever world you

currently are in, you'll still Jude the other one.

I come from a world where some of you would relate

to it..yet deny it because of your denial..and some

would accept the fact that these are the only worlds

that's left for us where there's no escape.