मैं औरत हूँ ..

मैं औरत हूँ

दुनिया की धड़कन को चलाती हूँ !

धड़कनों को आदमी की

माँ बन दुनिया में लाती हूँ

साथ उनके बहन बन बन

मैं हँसती खिलखिलाती हूँ

प्रेम का मतलब उनको मैं

प्रेमिका बन सिखाती हूँ

छोड़ के अपना घर आँगन

फिर उनकी ही हो जाती हूँ

बेटी बन हमेशा उनको

मैं सजाती और खिलाती हूँ

हरेक धड़कन को जीती मैं

हरेक धड़कन जिलाती हूँ

मैं औरत हूँ

इस दुनिया की धड़कन को चलाती हूँ !

हँसे धड़कन तो मैं हंस दूँ

जो वो रोये तो रोऊँ मैं

हैं सारे रिश्ते मेरे ये

उम्र भर इनको सेऊं मैं

ख़ुश उनकी ख़ुशी में हूँ

उनके दुख में रोऊँ मैं

जब सबकी फ़िक्र पूरी हो

तभी बस रात सोऊँ मैं

हरदम अपने होंठों पे

दुआओं को बुलाती हूँ

हर इक साँस में ख़ुद की

मैं रिश्तों को निभाती हूँ

हर लम्हा खुद को देती मैं

कभी ख़ुद को मिटाती हूँ

सब कुछ ख़ुद का खो के भी

मैं रिश्तों को बचाती हूँ

खुदा ने प्यार बख़्शा जो

वो दुनिया पे लुटाती हूँ

मैं औरत हूँ

दुनिया की धड़कन को चलाती हूँ !!

Dedicated to all women of the World … Happy Women’s Day !!

#Happywomensday

आशिक़ है

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वो कहता कुछ नहीं
बस चुप चाप सहता है।
कुछ बुरा नहीं मानता,
बस दूर से देखता रहता है।
तुम्हें आवाज़ नहीं लगाता,
बस तुम्हारे जवाब का इंतज़ार करता है।
आशिक़ है,
तुम्हारा साथ नहीं चाहता,
बस अपने सवालों के जवाब तलाशता है।
मिल जाये जब फुर्सत के कुछ लम्हें तुम्हें,
तो एक नज़र उसकी ओर देख लेना,
तुम्हारे ज़ुल्मों को सहने की आदत हो गई है उसे
मिल जाये जब फुर्सत के कुछ लम्हे तुम्हे,
तो उसके सवाल सुन लेना।
मिल जाये जब फुर्सत के कुछ लम्हें तुम्हें,
तो आइना देख कर सोचना ज़रूर
उसकी खता क्या थी, उसे बताना ज़रूर।
उसके सवाल बचकाने ही सही,
पर बड़प्पन का लिहाज़ रख कर,
जवाब देना ज़रूर।
ऐसा नहीं की तुम्हारे बिना वो जी नहीं पायेगा,
बस खुश रहने की वजह ढूंढता है।
तुम हो अगर उसकी ज़िन्दगी में,
तो वक़्त रहते संभाल लो उसे
तुम दूर चले गए हो
तो बता दो उसे।
कुछ कहेगा नहीं अब वो
कुछ पूछेगा नहीं अब वो
अपने सवालों से तुम्हें वाकिफ करा चूका है वो,
मिल जाये जब फुर्सत के कुछ लम्हें तुम्हे,
तो उसे अपने पिंजरे से आज़ाद कर देना।
या तो खुद सब ठीक कर देना,
या फिर उसे जवाब दे देना।
आशिक़ है, प्यार किया है उसने।
दोबारा प्यार कर सके, इसका ख्याल रख लेना।
आशिक़ है,इंसान है, एक बेटा है, एक भाई, एक एम्प्लोयी।
अपने आप को दूर रखने के चक्कर में,
कही सभी उससे गंवा ना दे।
बस इतना सा रहम कर देना।

-sachit Singh rajput 

Overthinking

 I come from two worlds.

One where I am totally me and one where I don't even

know me.

Those are the worlds I bring to you tonight.

I come from a world where we are scared of death yet

funnily enough most of us die in some ways everyday..

I come from a world where everyone is the happiest

person on social media but when you talk to someone

for two days you realise everyone has a broken side

they didn't want you to know.

I come from a world where I have created a bubble

that seems to be totally unaffected from whatever 

you, my friend, my love would do to hurt me..

But also I would be heart broken in ways that'll change

me forever.

I come from a world where everyone is looking for the

90s love and romance on dating apps but would still

look for someone as their FWB.

I come from the world of emotions and expressing

them to my closed ones when I personally know I'm not 

100% honest.

I come from a world where those people would

pretend they care about my problems yet take

advantage of it and backstab me right away to make.

advantage of it and backstab me right away to make

their way.

I come from two worlds.

One where I still wonder how I am all alone and why

did i betray that person at every step and what could

have I ever done to have it the other way..yet I would

speak abusive of those people and run an alternative

story where I was always the victim and the hero at the

same time.

These worlds I am from...They exist for you and for me.

The only difference is, no matter whichever world you

currently are in, you'll still Jude the other one.

I come from a world where some of you would relate have I ever done to have it the other way..yet I would

speak abusive of those people and run an alternative

story where I was always the victim and the hero at the

same time.

The only difference is, no matter whichever world you

currently are in, you'll still Jude the other one.

I come from a world where some of you would relate

to it..yet deny it because of your denial..and some

would accept the fact that these are the only worlds

that's left for us where there's no escape.

Girls on period

 💥Being a boy I don't feel ashamed of talking about periods because I know this is something very important for women. I know how much it pain in those days girls and I also understand the mood swings you girls go through but I also know it's all natural.                       💥why do some girls complaint when there periods start ? On one hand,you are being very strong and talking about women empowerment and on another hand, you are crying in front of a man just because you are bleeding.                          💥 I still admit that the pain is like hell but it's natural and you have to bear it if you are a girl .                   💥 No man can take that pain away from you. No kisses, no hugs from a man work.                                   💥Why do you want a day off, when it's your first day?                                   💥 There are women who work day and night and they don't give a damn about their periods because hey it's again a very natural thing .                     💥 Stop making excuses for not working. This is also one of the biggest reason that a woman gives while working.                💥 I am not against you girls because my friends also also bear that pain but she knows that it's natural and it will be her life for 30-40 years So you can't take so many days off just because of your periods.         💥 The main message that I wanted to give you girls from this way just that don't exaggerate So much about periods. 💥And don't think that I am being so cruel to you, because my frnd also go through the same thing so I know both the things. 💕 💥                         Sunidhi... thank you so much Sharing with me about your periods. And hope you girls like it ND be always happy. 👏👏

Monster society

 

Imagine, you are a girl and in a relationship with a boy

and then, one day, all of a sudden, your father comes to know about

it. Instead of understanding the situation & asking you about the

boy you love, he holds you by your hairs, drags you down to a store

room, ties your hands & legs, hits you on your private parts as

punishment & then, sits on your breasts & slits your head from the

body in the name of HONOUR!

Such a traumatic description, Right? But this description has come

true in the city of Meerut in Uttar Pradesh, India.

The body that you see in the photograph is that of a 25-year-old girl

Shahina Qureshi whose father has beheaded her as she was "In

love with someone he disapproved of".

According to our preliminary investigation, Shahid Qureshi wanted

his daughter Shahina Qureshi to get married, so he fixed her

Marriage. However, Shahina didn't accept this proposal (as she was

in a relationship with someone else) after which her father got

enraged & beheaded his own daughter with a sharp-edged weapon.

He separated her head and threw it in a drain & wrapped her lower

body in a bedsheet and threw it on the road outside a local

graveyard.

SP Vineet Bhatnagar said, "After a night-long operation, we have

recovered the severed head of the slain girl from the drain. It was

wrapped in a Chunni (a long scarf). We have also recovered the

sharp-edged weapon that was used for the murder. Both Shahid

Qureshi & his wife Shehnaz Qureshi have been booked under IPC

Sec 302 (murder), 201(causing disappearance of evidence) & 120B

(criminal conspiracy)."

Meanwhile, talking to Shahid Qureshi, who is in police custody, said,

"I have no remorse. I tried hard to discipline her but failed. She used

to meet with her boyfriend. She disgraced us, so I finished her.”"

In this case, I would just say that if parents will do this to their

children, what can we expect from our Government? And that's the

reason, why in Bilkis Bano Gang-rape case, all the 11 convicts are

released.

I pray, no daughter or sister of this country goes through this horror

& also request @myogi_adityanath to look into this matter.

Thankyou!

Yours,

SACHIt Kumar Singh !

चीख कर रो लेना ज़्यादा आराम देह हैं

 कभी कभी किसी वजह से हम इतने दुखी हो जाते हैं कि दिल खोलकर रोने का मन करता हैं पर शायद इसलिए नहीं रो पाते हैं कि जो हमसे जुड़े हैं वह हमें रोता देख परेशान हो जाएंगे चलो हम मानते हैं कि आँखो में आ रहे हैं तो आसुओ को छुपा लेना तो आसान हैं पर यकीन करलो जो तुमसे दिल से जुड़े हैं वह तुम्हारे भरी गले की आवाज से समझ जाएंगे तुम्हारे रोने को तो फ़िर उनसे छिपना क्या .. इसलिए मुझे लगता हैं कि आँसुओ को बहा देना ज्यादा सही हैं चीख कर रो लेना ज्यादा आराम देह हैं जो जमा होकर शायद एसिड की तरह जलने लगे.. रो लीजिये अगर कंधा मुकम्मल नही हैं कि आप माँ की गोद में ही सर रख कर रोये या प्रेमिका के कंधे पे बस उसके सामने रोना जो तुम्हारे रोने को तुम्हारी कमजोरी ना समझे नही तो किसी रोज़ यह विस्फ़ोट करके सुनामी की तरह बाहर आयेंगी.. औऱ तब शायद आप इतने अकेले पड़ जाए कि कंधे की जगह बस कंक्रीट की दीवारें बची हो खंडहर सी शक्ल लिए.. मुझे तो रोने के लिए ना तो किसी का कंधा मिलता हैं और न ही किसी की गोद इसीलिए मैं कमरा बंद करके अकेले में रो लेता हूँ यकीन कर लो रोने के बाद दिमाग के साथ-साथ पूरा शरीर फ्रेश जाता हैं ! 

✍️ @संचित सिंह / सस्ता कवि 

मां

 हम सब में माँ है

माँ अक्सर मिल जाती है

हमारी आँख में,आँख के पानी में

हमारे दिल दिमाग़ में

बचपन,बुढ़ापे या जवानी में

नाक, होंठ या चेहरे की बनवाट में

उठने बैठने के तरीके

काम करने के सलीके

और बातोंकी बुनावट में

हमारी आदत में दिखाई देती है

गुनगुनाने में सुनाई देती है

वो याद में ही नहीं

स्वाद में भी होती है

उँगली पकड़ कर किए सफ़र

में ही नहीं,बाद में भी होती है

दुनिया का पहला अक्षर है वो

लहज़े में आवाज़ में शामिल

आने वाले कल और आज में

पिता से छुपाये राज़ में शामिल

उसके हाथ के जैसा खाना दुनिया में कहीं नहीं

मिलता, और ना मिलती है उसके गोद जैसी सुरक्षा

उसकी ख़ुशी जैसी ठंडक

उसकी डॉट जैसी डाँट

उतनी ही होती है वो हम में

जितनी फलों के पेड़ में फलों के

अलावा होती है लकड़ी

थोड़ी देर हम रहते हैं माँ के भीतर

फिर माँ रहती है हमारे भीतर

सारी ऊम्र....

Late-night thoughts

------- ------ --------- --------- ------- -------- -------- ------

I know, it kills you from the inside seeing you couldn’t save that person from going away.

I know how that feels.

              

I know how it has changed you as a person who could’ve been the happier version of you that you once used to be.

I know the feeling of saying no to someone who says they love you and you denying them because you know you’re incapable of loving anyone at all.

I know you’re enjoying your ‘ME time’ but eventually realising you’re lonely and you’re okay with that.

                    

I know how you sit there with nothing to do yet pretend to be busy instead of attending those ‘friendly’ calls. 

I know, that you know what they’ll tell you if you share your emotions to them.

I know you don’t even care about what they might assume about you.

I know of people threaten going away if you don’t change for your own good, you hold their hands and show them the door.

Yeah yeah, the world is a better place when you have good people around you, they say, but then what if you decided to believe in this new existence of yours?

I know that feeling.

The aggression of wanting to be loved and to be left alone, I know the fight behind that pretentious smile.

The grudges you hold against the person who knew they could’ve saved you from that and the slight hint of thankfulness of the fact they actually didn’t.

I know.

I know you thought you are helpless and there’s nobody on this planet who will ever understand.

But I’m here to tell you,

I know.

#theimmaturestoryteller #love #life #latenightthoughts #nevergiveup #thankful #relationship #relatable #peace #peaceofmind #lonely #together #friends #goals #dontcare

Mother's day 2021 ❤️

 Dear Ma,

This is not just another post for you today.

This is,

For the one person who got up all night to make sure I study for my test I eventually failed.

To the woman who scribbled my marks from 23 to 42 just so I could be saved from my father's beatings.

To a super power who'd stay on a fast but serve food to the whole family without a glitch.

This is for the woman who won't sleep till I get back home no matter whatever be the reason.

The lady who's responsible for my haircut till I was 12!

The woman who'd freak out if my school uniform were still wet while I would get ready.

A super woman who'd know all my terrible secrets but pretend she didn't know anything..

Whose pictures from years ago make me imagine how did time pass away so fast..

But when she'd see those picturesX she'd have a beautiful smile remembering your childhood and your stories!

Who would hate it so much when I'd come complimenting food from some restaurant and she would go along with me to tell me the recipe and promise me that she'd make something way more awesome than that dish.

The woman who's caught my 'love letters' and heard rumours from my relatives who were on my Orkut profile!

Who'd never tell me if she was sick but would cry her eyes when I couldn't get up from bed because of sickness!

The kind soul who would cry and weep in person when I was a jerk and shouted on her and broke her heart.

Yet...she'd come and ask me to have my dinner.

Who'd call when you're living in a different city and just give you a hint how much she misses me but won't say it quite as much.

Who got called to my school and college for every shit I ever did and she'd just hear and look at me like.."iska kuch nahi ho sakta..ye hath se nikal gaya hai naalayak!"

Your constant calls after 9 o'clock are missed now that I'm away from you.

Your pampered taunts and lies about the morning alarm are missed.

Ma,

I'm sorry I was so stupid.

Sorry I yelled at you whenever I did.

It took a while for me to realise how I just am no one without you. No one.

To all the moms around,

No matter how distant or distracted we might come across as a generation..

There is no way our love and respect will ever fade!

Thank you for making us who we are today and for everything you gave up so that we could be able to understand the value and importance of what LOVE is.

To the most beautiful there ever existed.

To all the mothers, Yours and mine.

I bow down to them and pray from the bottom of my heart for their long healthy life!

It's because this day cannot be the only day meant for you.

It's because a lifetime of love and praises can't define who you are to me.

It's cuz I saw people who couldn't get another chance to tell their moms how much they miss her.

And I don't want me and people who read this to be one of them.

Tag or share this with your mom if she uses Facebook.

And Ma, if you're reading this, thank you!

# SkisHere

# ChangeLives

# MothersDay

Strongest maa

 It's Mother's ......

But I want to talk about us.

The children.

And I'll take a little bit of your time for the same.

I insist.

Yes, I get it..everyone's mom is the best mom and she's a blessing and all the statuses that follow as a trend in here..

But now I have concrete proof.

There's something that's been eating me up from the inside for a while now.

And today, when I tell you this,

It's not about any stranger..it's not anyone I met out of nowhere.

She's my own cousin aunt.

A lady who's seen me grow..

A mother of two and a widow of a handsome army officer.

Her name is Prem.

The name means 'Love'.

You'll get the irony in a moment.

As everyone's mother..she raised her son to make him a successful man.

The son wanted to start a business.

Wanted money..

Got the money from his father..

Invested; and lost all of it.

Wanted to try again.

The father supported.

Lost all the money in gambling.

Came back the third time.

The father, a brace heart army officer; denied.

He abused.

Left the house.

Father's ego stopped Uncle from stopping him.

But his mother?

She begged his son and his wife to come back home.

She convinced Uncle to help him.

The father took a loan of 50 lakh.

Helped him set up a factory.

The gambler lost everything again.

Yes, I know..it's crazy but then..this is what happened.

A total debt of 80 Lakh Rupees on uncle just to make his son stand on his feet, all wasted.

The brave heart couldn't take this pressure of humiliation and embarrassment.

Had a paralysis attack.

The mother silently accepted everything happening around.

Cried her eyes and supported her half dead husband and her son too.

Uncle passed away..of a heart attack(get the irony?)

And here's the reason I'm telling you the story:-

The son and his wife stole everything his father owned in the world and sold it.

Did a fraud with her mother and got her to sign all the properties and sold them too.

Sold away the house they stayed in and escaped without telling the mother.

All she was left with..were some broken utensils, some rough paper work and a harmonium. And a letter that were a rough plan made by uncle of how big his son would turn in future.

The son burnt away all the official papers of uncle that would prove he was in the army.

Threw away the insurance papers that could have saved the mother's future.

She was literally thrown away to live alone in a different city hiding from the people her son took loan from.

And the story doesn't stop here!

The son who technically killed his father lost this money too....and now it sounds funny to even consider how is that possible?

But that's what happened.

Her mother who by now..lost 37 kg of her weight, suffers from diabetes and high blood pressure get a call from her son that he's in danger and he needs some money to clear off some guys' debts.

Everyone in the family denied.

Ordered; stated; requested not to do him any more favours.

But she did.

Sold away the last of her property and gave him the money and believe me, she said this,

"BETA HAI NA..bhatak Gaya hai..toh Kya hua..hum toh maa hain..bete ke liye marr bhi jayenge."

I don't feel like telling anything else.

Lost her husband.

Her son.

Her home.

Her office, her only source of livelihood.

Went to a village to live where nobody knows her.

Her son did things that makes his own brothers sisters to kill him and end the pain everyone in the family has been going through...

But not his mom.

She wills to die for him..

She cannot see him in pain..

She wants to help him even when she literally has nothing to give to anyone.

I learnt the power a mother holds.

And I'm not sure if our generation..no matter how mature we may sound on our profiles, gets it.

She's the most insanely powerful thing we've been blessed with.

Someone who can overlook everything and still love you unconditionally..

It has be a god-like creature.

And this one's out to each and everyone's mother..and a message to everyone who reads this..I am not sure about you all but I hate myself for shouting at my mom..or being angry at her for calling me when I'm late or being up till I'm home...

And this Mother's Day..

I salute this power.

And I thank them for being the Angels they've always been.

And promise to respect her more than anyone in this world..and tell her that I love her.

To all the mothers and mothers to-be,

I respect you and I love you all!

# SkisHere

# ChangeLives

SSishere

It's been a while, I've been gone.

Thank you for the hundreds of messages I've been

receiving from people wishing my well being.

This is to let everyone know that

yes, time has been hard on me..with my health

issues..but then I happened to see some people

going through situations moe terrible than me.

And that made me believe in myself again.

It takes a lot of patience and peace to get healed

from whatever scars there have been in your life.

The two things I thought l'd never own.

Being called immaturely sensible, it took me a while

to figure out that how limitless bad times can make

you.

Where was I all this while?

I don't know.

Will I be back here like usual?

I sure hope so!

But Im here to let you guys know one thing.

Faith.

The one word that changes a person inside out.

No matter how bad things are

Maybe you feel suicidal! Maybe you feel like killing

someonhe?

Have faith.

Not in that instinct, but on the fact that things will be

fine.

You've not done anything bad.

It's the moment that makes you mad.

Breathe.

Let it pass.

And I promise you, it will.

So, why not take a chance on faith as well? Take a

chance on faith not religion, but faith. Not hope, but

faith. I don't believe in hope. Hope is a beggar. Hope

walks through the fire. Faith leaps over it.

And so will you.

Pause

My idea of a perfect weekend is to wear something outrageously comfortable, lie on my bed, listen to music and gaze at the pictures on my wall, the blue sky or tree tops through the window or flip through my song diary, and then drift into daydreams. For me, a day of indolence is a day of happiness! This is how I find inspiration, then I write a post, and voila!

Don’t you remember how beautiful it was to be a child and believe in everything? I honestly believed I would one day live in a huge Vila and wear really good looking trench coat, and that I could be everything I want. I also remember vividly how I slowly stopped believing and through tears came to a bitter realisation, which hurt like a bee sting, that the future is actually very limited and that I will probably never be as carefree again as I was that summer when I was ten and my evenings were spent trying playing hide and seek; a quest in which I happily succeeded once. These are my thoughts at the moment, and there is no answer because time cannot be returned, childhood cannot be relived, and also there are many beautiful things about now; the mountains, the sunrise, the river, have not lost their charm for me after all those years.

Now we just have to wish for friends with holidays on their calendar, or a paid holiday trip, or free beer…

or maybe a comfy bed, some great movies, a coffee, a guitar and a book will do!

Learning

 I Am Slowly Growing Into The Best Version Of Myself

I am slowly learning to distribute my love instead of holding back. I am giving out more compliments. I am reaching out to more friends. I am letting I love you and I miss you become a common part of my vocabulary. I am no longer letting my fear of looking overly attached or obsessive stop me from showing kindness, because my loved ones deserve to feel valued.

I am slowly learning to pay closer attention to the little things in life. Instead of counting down the days until my next vacation and neglecting the now, I am searching for tiny things to get excited about so that I am not always looking forward to tomorrow. I am trying my best to enjoy Monday through Thursday instead of eternally waiting to reach Friday. Instead of always wishing for something that hasn’t yet come.

I am slowly learning to be more appreciative of my surroundings. I am slowly learning to stop complaining as a default. I am slowly resisting my urges to whine about how cold I am or how tired I am or how stressed I am when I want to fill a silence. I am training my brain to search for the silver lining instead. To push the negatives to the back of my mind and keep the positives at the forefront.

I am slowly learning how to deal with my emotions in a nontoxic way. Instead of reaching for my phone to send angered rants that I am going to be embarrassed about as soon as I calm down, I force myself to breathe. To relax. To consider what I am going to say before I speak. Instead of reaching for a wineglass when I want to forget about my problems, I force myself to sit with my problems. Think about them. Deal with them while sober.

I am slowly learning to take better care of my mental health instead of letting my sanity rot. I am slowly learning to speak out when I have something to say instead of remaining silent to avoid conflict. I am slowly learning that my feelings deserve to be expressed, that my emotions deserve to be felt. I am slowly learning that my thoughts matter.

I am slowly learning to treat myself the way I treat those surrounding me. I have stopped bombarding myself with insults about my appearance. I have stopped comparing myself to everyone else and feeling like I come up short. I have stopped acting like I am a burden to those who love me. I have stopped punishing myself just for existing.

I am slowly growing into the best version of myself. A version that is happy. That is confident. That loves herself and her universe. I am bound to have missteps along the way to self-fulfillment, but I am determined to treat myself better. I am serious about pursuing personal growth. I am slowly going to become a version of myself that makes me feel like I am worth it.

Hey, Hi again! Happy Diwali

I don't remember your sound. Last time we celebrated diwali was years back I guess.
I do remember how you never liked the foul smell of the crackers,
And the smog in the air mixed with the scents of our cologne,
And the dogs under our car sobbing with fear and excruciating noises.
And not eating sweets of because of your diabetes.
I do remember how much you liked staying inside the home with me,
And holding me in your arms as hard as nails.
Whereas they were out,
Burning the crackers and making us scared more.
I do remember looking at you with little innocence in my eyes, asking stupid questions, "what if this destroys the earth. Where would we both go then? "
And you pinching my small nose with your soft colossal hands,
'This will definitely destroy us, within some years. We wouldn't be able to breathe then. We'd go to Jupiter and settle there."
How stupid I was to believe going to another planet. I cared less about the earth.
I don't remember how much you never liked Diwali because the tiny cats and dogs in our backyard would cry sneakily. And you'd act happy for maintaining the auspicious vibes.
I do remember you closing my ears and putting my head on your shoulders to not let me hear those thunderous noises.
Since you've left me here on earth and went alone to the Jupiter, let me tell you that this land is wrecked as fuck Now. Smog has created a havoc in my lungs.
I sustained this.
But the dog we used to have is dead now. I buried him last night.
And while digging the coffin, all I took out was plastic.
I see many possibilities to come to you both, soon!
After all, I miss u.
P.S- may you and Louis not be celebrating a harmful Diwali there.
         

Relaborated

 

Posted on October 29.10.2020 by sachit Kumar Singh 

Sometimes our efforts will never be enough for someone. Sometimes our love for them will never be enough. Sometimes our care is not enough. Sometimes we are not just enough for them no matter how hard we try.

And you know what does that mean? They are not the right person for you. They are not the one who will spend the rest of your life with you. The one who truly loves you will never question your worth. The right person for you will appreciate all your love and efforts. The right person for you understands that you are not perfect, but will allow you to grow as a person.

When someone makes you feel unwanted, cut them off. You do not deserve to sleep every night questioning your worth. You do not deserve to feel like you are less of a person. You only deserve someone who treats you right. Someone who does not blame you for loving them real hard. Someone who equates the efforts you make.

Lost everything

 Aaj,aaj akele baithe khaana kha raha tha shanti se chup chap se,peiche se Pados ke ghar bacha roo ro raha tha uski awaaz aa rahi thi,phone saamne pada tha, balcony se ek do bikes gaadiyan guzar rahi thi uski awaazein aa rahi thi.

Laptop pe YouTube ka bas front page khula hua tha saamne rakha hua tha bas dekh nahi raha tha.

Upar pankha 3 pe chal raha tha,

Sab kuch ache se yaad hai mujhe.

Jab achanak se mujhe ek ajib si realisation Hui aur Mera sab kuch badal gaya...ki main kitna Akela hogya hoon,mere liye wo ek moment ek dum se ruk gaya.

Ab mere pass sirf chubhne wala sanataa tha!

Mujhe achanak se realise hua ki mere phone pe koi notifications nahi hai,kisi ke miscalls nahi hai.

Mujhe yaad hai wo time kaise doston k sath baith kar Hansi mazaak gaali dete hue khaana khaate the,kaise usse baat karne ke liye saamne laptop rakhta tha aur unhe phone karke kehta tha chalo sab sath me movie dekhe aaj tum apne laptop pe aur m apni,

You knw jb dusre sehar mein koi dost rehta hai toh usse group call krke bolte the sunn humlog tere plan pe aa rahe hai daaru tayaar rakhna.

Aaj,aaj sab kuch khatm hogya mujhe achanak se realise hua ki ab mere pass kuch bhi nahi hai,Ab mujhe sirf sanaata sunai de raha, akelapan dikhai de raha hai, Achanak se mujhe aise lagne laga hai ki ye kaise hua ye akelapan toh meri choice thi na,

I'm a private person and u knw social life m pasand nahi karta,ye...ye.....these are my choice of words

Aur ab achanak se mujhe ye saari baatein chubhne lagi hai!

Doston ke sath trips plan karta tha,abhi kahin niklne ka bhi mann nahi karta.

Kisi...kisi ko nahi padi hai wo time jab hum kisi dost ke ghar pe biryaani khaane jaate the,kisi dost ke dominating bf ka majak udaate the,sab kuch ekdum se kho gaya hai,dil bhara hua hai magar kisi ko bata nahi sakta.....kisi ko nahi samjha sakta ki kya hua hai mujhe.... mujhe khud nahi pata bas ye ek moment aaya, khaana khaate-khaate wo sanaata mujhe chubha aur mujhe realise hua ki yesab meri reality hai,Ab ye sab sach hai,ye jo ho raha hai,ye ho raha hai.

Ab main uth kar balcony ke baahar gaya aur mujhe kuch bhi nahi dikh raha tha,sirf andhera hai..... baith gaya mirror ke saamne Aur apni sakal mein changeup dekhne laga,ye sakal ek time pe sach mein Hasna jaanti thi Aur ab to fix smile bhi nahi aati y'all!

Kiske baare mein kis se back bitching karu,kiske gossip kiske sath karu,kiski ghar mein kya chal raha hai kaise pata karu,kiske bhaiya engaged kar rahe hai,kiski bhabhi Bibi expect kar rahi hai....

Mujhe..mujhe kuch bhi nahi pata hai, ek akelapan chubh raha hai....magar pata nahi ye kaise hua magar ho gaya aur,aur ab ye reality hai meri....

Pata nahi tha logo ki importance aise pata chalti hai...

Lgta tha sirf relationship mein dil tut-tate

Hain.. lagta tha ki humlog to zindagi bhar sath hi rahenge saale.... hahaha saala Galt lagta tha,bahut galat lgta tha....

Sab kuch kho diya aaj.

Dost bhi,Dosti bhi.

Kuch nahi kehna aaj.

If you've ever lost a friend or do you miss someone you once used to hangout with.

Bas himmat karo sur usko share ya tag karke bata dena ki haan tumhaari kami khalti hai!

#frindshipgoal#terayaarhoonmein

TAKEMEBACK

 Just let me feel that air again. The warmth of my father hug.. The water my sister would feed to her doll because it had fever. Play Hide n seek and my neighbour would give me hints where to find them. Waiting for the ice cream wala, Or collecting pennies to buy that cosco ball.. Getting scolded by mom because my badminton racket used to wear off every 3-4 days. Walking on father back acting like a surfing board.. Just take me back to cry my heart out again.. To tell myself how priceless these moments are! Just take me back. Phenomenal art work by alimiriArt   #Love #life #travel #nostalgia #thosedays #takemeback #timetravel #relive #emotion

Ye unke liye jinke pass na to dost hain aur na hi pyaar!

Pyaar,kabhi muqammal hua nahi.
Dosti,kabhi kisi ne nibhayi nahi.

Humesha har manzar ko
Har pal ko maine akele hi jiya.

    To kya iska Matlab ye hua ki
Main khush nahi rehta hoon?
Naah,jinko khushiya pyaar
Aur dosti me nahi milti,wo
Apni khushiya khud dhundte hain.

Kyun hona hai bhai,bhagwaan
Ne tumhe ek Zindagi di hai
Usko pura khul ke Jiyo yaar.

Zindagi ke har mod pe tumhe
Aise log milte rahenge jinse tum
Dosti bhi karoge,aur shayad
Koi thode zyada waqt tak
theher gaya, to payar bhi.

Lekin is sab ke baad bhi tumhe
Apne aap ko nahi bhulna hai,
Apni khud ki value nahi girani.

Koi hai tumhare saath aur
Rehna bhi chahta hai, to
Uski kadar karo,usko apne
Pas sambhal ke rakho.

Kyunki aaj ke zamane mein
Kisi ka hona hi bahaut hota hai,
Magar is sab me apni
Pechchan mat khona.

ONEMINUTEPOETRY ❤🌹

Humanity

 You know what?

Why don't we go ahead.... let's just talk about Free hikes, stupid comments made by politicians, and please!

 Oh , please let's build more statues and rename cities.

I mean....how can you demand a government that is here for our service?

How did you even think you could just come and ask for education as a must?

Let's fight and kill for the sake of our's so called religion.

That's actually the call of the hour!

We have spare planets that are safe and waiting for us to shift there once we are done dooming earth.

Endangered animals?
Lol.......

We don't need 'em
The ones that are extinct aren't complaining what's the fuss about this then?

Ice Caps melting?
That's just how we roll.
Lakes vanishing?

Kudos! More space for us to fight for and build Holly places .
Most polluted cities?
Country?


Ah..... listen
You just need to know.....Any promotion is good business promotion folks.
Let's keep rolling the dice of madness while some crazy people,for God's knows what reason are doing things to restore faith in humanity.

Ppffffh.
Humanity.
Damn.

While we share those adorable panda and koala videos with comments like...."totally me","awww, I want to adopt this cutie".

We choose not to wander what went wrong.
Tuesday,a terrible fire took of almost an entire Forest where koalas thought they are free and Happy.

This woman took her top off to save a koala caught in the midst of the terrible fire in Australia that has wiped out estimated 350 koalas out of 700 koalas that lived in the region.
350!
But never mind,

It's all going to work out,you guys.
So what our ecosystem is screwed?
At least we will be remembered as the species who lived a THUG-life.

We saw it all going down and had the decency to just ignore it.

That's the beauty of us humans.


#Australiafire
#savetheplanet
#koalas
#Earth
#abcnews

Stay alive

How about you die, like right now?
I almost did.
I'm sorry, it's stupid to ask but what if?
Ever thought, what if just didn't make it through today?
Like..
You had a great night and clicked a lot of pictures with your friends and family but then you just met an accident.
And you died.
That'll be it, right?
'Forever' would stop FOREVER for you.
You would want to try coming back to life as your soul leaves your body and you try all you can to come back to life.
You'll be helpless.
And let's say you're even carrying any ID on you and of course your phone is password protected and nobody can access it and your family is waiting for you back home for dinner.
Your mom cooked your favourite dish or your girlfriend is waiting with a surprise or you have an important presentation the next morning for which you've been working all month long..
But;
What happens 10 minutes later your death won't matter to you anymore.
You're dead.
What matters is the last 3 seconds before you die.
I am talking to you about it because I just faced that.
I came home surviving the worst nightmare and it was a moment of the most brutal truth.
You know how they say that your whole life flashes before your eyes at a near death experience?
It doesn't. You don't see everything. Just the things you love, sort of!
The car that hit mine was more than 80km/h and ours was 30km/h or something and yet I saw the car come in almost slow motion.
It was happening in front of me.
I saw it when it hit me, but as the fates had it planned, I was fine but I didn't know that.

And those 3 seconds or so that I thought I have got made me think a thousand things at the same time.
I'm not who I want to be.
I'm not where I want to be.
My parents, who will tell them?
What's going to happen now!!
There's so so much I haven't done yet and so many people I have to meet.
The whole rush of all my friends faces and families faces rushed in my head and I couldn't do anything about it!
I knew I didn't want to die but I had no choice.
I was sure I'm dead.
And it gave me this thought too, which is the reason I'm writing this to you all people.
It's insanely true how any day could your last.
You may have plans for the weekend and you may not even see the weekday.
You may think how cool it'd be to put your life out of misery and be dead instead.
Oh, believe me..it's the stupidest thought you'll realise when it happens to you unplanned.
I wasn't satisfied with my life so far.
You know how they say if you'll be content when you die, you will accept death happily.
Hell no!
Life is so short we seriously have no idea.
As I write this, the sun has dawned upon us and the dates have changed.
Last night is just a memory to me, but had I not been lucky, it would have been the end of it.
There wouldn't have been this morning for me.
Just the last pictures.
The last words with people and some memories to live in.
Folks,
I won't tell you to live your day satisfying your needs to die peacefully.. that's crazy!
But boy, I will tell you this.
We'll never be satisfied but if we ever get to live each day with everything we can grab from those 24 hours..
Hell, it'll be the best thing ever.
Life is too short to be depressed, hold grudges, get angry, or stay jealous of people.
When you die, these things make no sense all.
You'll just be a body.
A dead body.
No feelings.
No emotions.
And no sense of what you missed behind in this amazing life.
Smile.
Love.
For in the end, that's all that matters.
Oh, and yeah;
Stay alive.